Epstein Bar

This January it will be three years ago I was diagnosed with epstein bar. Epstein bar is a sleeping disorder which derives from mono. I am not really sure when I got mono but i know it was from my best friends sister. I was checked and the doctor said o no you dont have anything, and then 3 months later found out I had full blown epstein bar. I was 16 years old in my sophmore year missing days upon days of school. I would rest but nothing was working. I have to get blood taken every 6 months to check on my levels and make sure my body is functioning okay. Even though this diesease is not deadly, thank god, it takes a toll on me. Everyday I am tired, stressed, and over worked. I wish there was a cure. It gets very annoying. Someone out there please find a cure for my annoying sleep disorder! I want a good nights sleep!

Can your mom be your best friend?

Even though we all do have best friends, as I have grown up I have relized that my mother is more then just my mother she is my best friend. I was talking to her on the phone recently and it dawned on me wow, shes so much more to me then just my mom. I couldnt imagine my life without her in it. She is there when I feel everyone else is running out and I have no where to go. As a young child I was not really close to my mother, but as I grew up I realized that noone can get better then her. If I needed anything she would be there in a minute. She will and always does drop anything she is doing to help me with what I need. Instead of being selfish and thinking about herself, thats noteven in the question. I am what is first in her mind no matter what. She always tells me you will never understand untill you have your own, then you will see how much love you can actually have for one person. She is an amazing woman. She follows her values and morals and reflects them on to me. I watch her grow everyday into a more beautiful woman than she already is. She is just that type of person to catch your tears as they fall or watch your every step. I could write pages on her, but I would be here all day. I love you mom.

CCD?

CCD yea i bet your wondering.. hmm what are you talking about that was when I was umm 8th grade. Yea, so I know im 18 years old and going to CCD. Strange, out of the ordinary, but when I was younger I never had the chance to finish any classes. So here I am now taking classes every wednesday and sundays up untill the Easter Vigil. Hour and a half of my life everytime, but you know what I actually enjoy it. Despite the average person completes this as a child or young teen, doing this as an adult has been to my advantage. I have learned a lot of new things I never new. I am doing this knowing I really want it and not that I am being forced. Every week we basically just speak about the basics of the Catholic Religion, and how it affects our life. Doing this course has encouraged me to think a lot more about my relationship with God, and my family as well. Has been very good so far, on Sunday I am supposed to be making my Right of Acceptance into the Church but unfortionality I have other plans.. So that pushes me back till November 25. I go to Our Lady Star of the Sea...heres the site actually. http://www.parishesonline.com/scripts/HostedSites/Org.asp?ID=10180
It has been a wonderful experience and I hope to grasp more as the weeks come on.

Sick

So I went to the weddingon Saturday, it was very nice. Unfortionality I got a virus that night and have been sick since. Not too fun. I went to the doctors=no medicine, cant get meds for a virus. Sucks. So im riding the cold out. Anyways, now im scrambling to get all my homework done before night strikes and I feel like 100x worse then I do already. I have a church class at 7:30 for my comfirmation I never finished...so hopefully that goes quick since I dont feel the best. After ill come home and go to bed.

Easy Day

Today? Pretty easy day. Woke up at 8:30 had to go see my freshman advisor. She was really nice, young, to be honest I dont even remember her first name. I left there and went to my first class which was Discover New York, just copied some notes. Then to economics back to back after DNY to also copy notes. Now I am actually at work. I work in the office of Professional Studies. I get out at 4:30, excited to go see my twin cousins! I havent saw them in a few months so im really looking foward to that. Im going to just spend the night there, eat, and play with them. Other wise the week is just full of work and school, nothing really to look forward to except this weekened.This weekened im excited, my cousins getting married should be fun. Im bringing my best friend with me for my date! haha lame, but shes more like my siser. I also get to see my baby girl at home, bella. Shes my puppy, ill put a picture of her. Aside from that Sunday I will be back here at school!

Okay well back to work!